Why!?

Why should I love you, just why?
Were seperated, for the most part, alot, alot more than most relation ships are. And yet, I still love you, no matter what you tell me, i'd love you, You can change your look, and change your act, i'd still love you, Your beautiful, But not just outside, Inside too, Your you, and thats whats great about you, you arent the best girl i've met, but everyone has their wild side. Your not too Girly, with all your makeup, and new cloths, and your not to much like a guy, with baggy jeans, and screen names like RoughnTough030, Your just right. And thats what makes you, well... you. and these are just some, some of the many resons I love you. Thorugh all we've been, though all our hardships, I still love you. And no matter how many three thousand word essays I do on this, all diffrent, I still wont be abel to describe how much I realy realy do love you. When I'am alone, lonely, and sadd, I try and think of you, but sometimes it hurts, because of what I did to myself. and how much I could have had, Only if I had Realised what I had, than I would have kept it. Instead, i thought it wasent worth it, and others got to me, and I let go what I had, not realising what I had just did. After long lonely nights, I realy came to think about it, and i've decided, I Still Love You.

Only If you knew how much... and What i'd do for you...

Hey...

The last couple days have realy been boaring, besides the fact that there was a copy of paint.net located on another site, but re-named! Rick took care of that. I recently built a forum for a freind, its not released yet, because he has yet to see it, but I hope he likes it, he has a main webpage, and it looks cool. (there both on Xmods)

Recently i've been watching a lot of tv... Not sure why, but i have been finding shows on "The N" realy intresting, expically "Degrassi: The Next Generation" It seems like the kids in the show (ranging form 14-18) are around my age, but there is TONS of drama, and I just like it haha.

Hopefully, soon my father will be getting me a quad. I am hoping for a sport quad, but! my father thinks my sister is going to be driving it alot too, and that means i cant have a clutch! witch sucks! because I dont feel like i have total control with out a clutch... Anyone else have a quad? And have some advice for me?

Scary...

Today i went to the haunted trolley type thing, in Nayog(sp?) park... It was kinda scary, i'm thinking of getting a couple friends together and doing it some time next weekend? anyone want to join me? all we have to do is call up and tell them that we are going to be there on Friday, or Saturday... if you do, hit me up on msn, or aim...

Dont you just love guys that take advantage of girls? How stupid could you be? There not your propertie, their not there to be hit when your angey, so why do it!? you should never put your hand on a lady, let alone anyone...

People...

People just dont understand... Things like Simple messages, could be as complex as teaching computer code to a 4 year old. Things just dont tick, and when they finally do, it will be quite intresting to their remark. Girls... welp, thats a diffrent story, You all hate'em, yet you cant live with out them... thats why we love them. Some, are simple, they dont get what you realy want them to see (indirect messages) yet, they get every direct message you send them. While others, are more complex, they get every little thing, weather you want them to or not. Witch could be very troublesum sometimes. But than, you have the one, the one that is the only one, she gets all your messages, and takes in the bad ones, and thinks about the good ones. She, Is the one, the one you know, you will have, and always have through everything, evan if she has no clue your their, or you mean nothing to her, she still gives you hope. Hope of onetime, spending the evening with her, going to the mall and buying her some nice jewlery. And to once, hold her in your arms, and keep her safe, safe from all those guys, who think they own her, safe from all aspects of life, and safe from all danger. Thats what she gives you, and Thats why you love her...

Ugh... School...

Well, today in school, seemed like the same old same old, until I found out we had math homework, and my math teacher could be a bitch, plus, i have her First period, and whelp, there really is not any time to do it... so... i just winged it, and I found out that it was not due today, its due Monday... i was very happy about that. But thats only the good part of the day, the bad parts, well... I just cannot do Spanish, no matter how hard I try, another language is to hard for my little brain to take in. So, i could not do the Spanish work we had for homework, and our Spanish teacher, is not the one to let you off the hook, So, i handed it in, half done :/ with as much as I could do. My father does not realize how hard it is for me, I have no problem with Math or anything, besides the fact that I cannot take a test to save my life, but Spanish kills me.

Back!!!

I'am back, after a little break... Anyways, I Went to a Waterpark over the weekend called "The Great Wolf Lodge" in North Eastern, PA. It wasent bad, all indoors, heated... it was nice, but there were only a couple slides witch kinda sucked...
I'am so board with my life anymore, haha, Like I said in my last post, I need something to do... I've been riding my bike (BMX) for a bit now, And I am progressing, little by little, but I need to get up the Dome more...
Hm... What to say, What to say? Oh yes... School... Welp School has never been worse, Failing Spanish, Barly hanging on in Math :/ AND I"AM GOOD AT MATH!!! I just dont understand... My website aint doing its best latly, we need more members to keep activity up... If you bmx, skate, or Agressive Inline, Check It Out! (link at bottom of post)
I cannot wait for winter!!! I wana ski so bad! After talking One of my freinds into letting me teach her how to ski, this winter should be fun... I want to do White Lightning (Double Black Diamond) But, I have to wait and see how good I am during the season...


Link To My Forum(site)- http://z10.invisionfree.com/Zenith_Sports/index.php?&&CODE=00

Back...

I'am back, after a little break... Anyways, I Went to a Waterpark over the weekend called "The Great Wolf Lodge" in North Eastern, PA. It wasent bad, all indoors, heated... it was nice, but there were only a couple slides witch kinda sucked...
I'am so board with my life anymore, haha, Like I said in my last post, I need something to do... I've been riding my bike (BMX) for a bit now, And I am progressing, little by little, but I need to get up the Dome more...
Hm... What to say, What to say? Oh yes... School... Welp School has never been worse, Failing Spanish, Barly hanging on in Math :/ AND I"AM GOOD AT MATH!!! I just dont understand... My website aint doing its best latly, we need more members to keep activity up... If you bmx, skate, or Agressive Inline, Check It Out! (link at bottom of post)
I cannot wait for winter!!! I wana ski so bad! After talking One of my freinds into letting me teach her how to ski, this winter should be fun... I want to do White Lightning (Double Black Diamond) But, I have to wait and see how good I am during the season...


Link To My Forum(site)- http://z10.invisionfree.com/Zenith_Sports/index.php?&&CODE=00

Welp...

Welp, I've been board as ever! I need a task... something that intrests me... I was thinking about making a website, were if you need a website, you can tell me, and i can make it for you, but, Websitemaking is harder than you think, expically for myself, inwitch i do not know all the little tricks around javascript, html, css and such...

Please comment on weather I should infact do this or not...

I think it will give me expirence, and give me the chance to be abel to learn new things...